You need to go read this right now. It made me cry, but it re-affirmed that I am doing the right thing but continuing on with my dreams.
I know, I know y'all tell me that everytime I question if I'm being selfish by putting so much into my career. The rare times, I've wondered out loud on the blog, you've all supported me and said the right things. I know in my head this is right.
But no one in my real life (outside of mr.sm) does. My family - parents and sister, constantly are making cracks about monkey not getting attention and not having a good childhood. Mr.SM and I are too busy, its not fair etc.
Perhaps I should ask you guys tell me I'm doing the right thing more often, but part of me thinks if I have ask, maybe its not the right thing.
All I know is my boy is happy and I'm happy. And he's going to be OK when I'm gone for a conference....
Yep I'm going away and its going to kill him. But he will be fine. He has his daddy and they will bond....
17 hours ago